Unit 5 A1&&A2

completed unit 5 A1&&A2, i assume i got a distinction if not a merit. XD << but even still i need to complete the last unit which is unit 2, hopefully i can get this done so i can get everything out of the way. because i want to enjoy the summer not stress about the things i havent yet completed.

1ST year of college

:| Bad Start. i think i know i was more interested in socialising than my actually coursework, which i deeply regret, but i learnt my lesson, through even if i do learn my lesson and realise that i been given a second chance i still seem to take the same risks, over and over again, and i wonder when i would stop with this habit,when i actually run out of chances, do i really want it to get to that stage, nooooooope.
Bad Middle :| unfortunatly i didnt change throughout the year, i did what i said i wasnt going to do after christmass, not really a big surprise, i was a bit behind in coursework when i had a whole to weeks catch up, yet again no work done, sighhh, somethimes i jus think i'm never going to say no matter how hard i try okay that was a lie, never really try that hard unless i'm really motivated to do so. Near the End Of The Year (hmmm what face to put i wonder) well now im actually tring kinda trying my hardest to catch up (as you cantell am actually blogging now XD ) im doing work slowly and i'm aming for D's which im not sure i can get because of how late i started everthing but i know am capable of doing it, well that's something postive about myself. The End well as im not their yet can t really say that much, but throughout the year i can say i have met alot of interesting people, and i hate to admit but i do really love the class i'm in, its full of the weird the serious and the cool but thats whats makes this class unique and i really admire the divirsity within this class.

TIMELESS

being timeless is the one of the things i yearn for, time is the one thing i wish i had more control over, therefore everthing i do can be done when i actually feel bothered to do it eg coursework, but i have to snap back to reality and think of things realisticly, i dont have enough powerto control time therefore im going to have to work with it, make time my best friend, make it my lover, because that the only way i can deal with the things i hate most, the fact that i cant do things when i want, the fact that theres always deadlines, which i can never seem to met, because i lack determation, im just to lazy, but im trying to conquer these negative things about myself and turn them into postive; its funny how we're getting to the end of the year and i finally realise whats important, like my coursework, im actually starting mostly everthing at the last min, even though it may seem bad i do, do everything to the best of my ablilty.

distraction from being able to progress

Not being able to concentrate in class because of a certain someone, not listening to people because you are engaging in something less relevant but more entertaining for you, distraction are one of the main barriers of communication.

Not being able to concentrate because you are focussing on something else that less important than what your doing is really troublesome to you and the person who your supposed to be listening to, doing not listening can cause many disentitles to your future, which you will surly regret, being a distraction and getting distracted are both as bad as each other. Not being able to listen due to a distraction means that you have a very short attention span.

this is one of the main negative attruibutes that defines me as a person, unfortunatly i cant seem to progress because of this, i am both the distractor and the distractee<-(made it up)